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Lisa's avatar

I was going to comment that this piece brought tears to my eyes, but then I audibly sobbed. It couldn’t have been easy to write. Thank you for sharing, and reminding me that all of it was real.

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Nita Jain's avatar

Thank you, that means so much. I honestly couldn't bring myself to share the worst parts: the gaslighting even during sepsis, the physical wasting, the botched GI surgery, the complete abandonment by former friends.

We're not equipped for the things we're forced to go through. I feel torn between trying to let go of the trauma for the sake of sanity and remembering it for posterity.

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Lisa's avatar

There is so much grief tied in with the trauma. My heart goes out to you for everything you experienced.

I guess writing is both documenting and letting go, and that’s partly why we feel called to do it. 🥲

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Nita Jain's avatar

Writing really does feel like a sort of emotional catharsis, a form of personal therapy.

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Thomas Schmidt's avatar

This is an important, beautiful piece of writing. I am inspired by your resilience and optimism. Thank YOU!

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Nita Jain's avatar

Thank you for taking the time to read my words and hear my story. It means the world.

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